Brutal surrender warning extremely dark mafia romance

warning: this dark mafia romance is an enemies-to-lovers romance with revenge, morally grey characters and omegaverse elements. full list of triggers listed inside. read at your own risk. my conscience died years ago, and there's no limit to my savagery. i kept my would-be assassin alive just so i could make her life a living hell. sadistic f*** that i am, i relish all the ways i can use her own body against her. she's helpless to stop me. all she can do is submit. except...she's not like anyone i've ever come across. she doesn't just push my buttons in a way that makes me want to pound her into oblivion. somehow, she's reaching into my past and pulling it to the forefront, ripping my heart open in the process. she's going to pay a brutal price for making me bleed.