Deceived an alien brides romance

one alien princess + one malum warrior = an unforgettable alien romance. i never should have flown this close to malum. if i had stayed away, maybe it wouldn't have come to this. maybe i wouldn't have crashed into the planet's ocean and maybe i wouldn't have climbed right into the cliff-side home of a creature so big, so wild, and so terrifying that i'm both horrified and aroused at our close proximity. now that i'm deep in the heart of malum, a planet both forbidden and feared by the people of mine, but something is wrong. malum is nothing like i was promised. it's not the horror-filled wasteland i was told that it was. in fact, it's not nearly as scary as it should be, and the realization that my father lied to me is horrifying. there's a big problem on malum. it's bigger than the ship i crashed. it's bigger than the dreams i threw away. it's bigger than the hopelessly handsome alien who is trying to guide me home. and i'm the only one who might be able to save everything.