Every woman's secret fear

I have captured my own harrowing experience, which followed after i was positively diagnosed with multi-centric breast cancer. the contents of the book are based on my own version of the experience i had. this led me through many corridors i had to navigate myself through, to possibly save my life or maybe add a few more years to the only form of life i am familiar to. i did not understand what i had to deal with at the time and i desperately needed some kind of help at hand as i did not have any time to research the possibilities of my condition. i became aware that breast cancer was on the increase long before my own diagnosis. this drove me to recall many agonizing memories, which i would have preferred to erase from my mind entirely, but i chose to mentally relive my torment in order to be of some benefit to my reader. once i started with my chemotherapy sessions, i quickly realized why i heard and read of chemo patients who by their own choice gave up on chemotherapy, and lacked the endurance to complete the treatment. who chose alternative treatment instead, until i was confronted to tolerate the shock of being treated for my condition. i have included my own account of my experiences before and after having a mastectomy, thereafter chemotherapy, radio therapy and an attempt at having a breast reconstruction.