"at ten years of age i was the unconscious mistress of a heavy stone farm-house and extensive lands in the interior of pennsylvania, with railroad-bonds and bank-stock enough to secure me a moderate independence. i shall never, never forget the loneliness of that old house the day my mother was carried out of it and laid down by her husband in the churchyard behind the village. the most intense suffering of life often comes in childhood. my mother was dead; i could almost feel her last cold kisses on my lip as i sat down in that desolate parlor, waiting for the guardian who was expected to take me from my dear old home to his. the window opened into a field of white clover, where some cows and lambs were pasturing drowsily, as i had seen them a hundred times; but now their very tranquility grieved me. it seemed strange that they would stand there so content, with the white clover dropping from their mouths, and i going away forever."